（依然是这个造型为1999年底宣传FACE时候的采访，杂志名找不出来，时间会是1999年11月左右，10月你还是棕色的长头发，11月就变成了金色的半长头发，而且还没有长出黑色的发根）
金焕城
“关于’年轻‘的蓝色序言”
高中时我离家出走过，因为我不喜欢我周围的一切。我不喜欢父母的过度保护和不合理的学校教育。但我不认为这种经历一定是不好的。有一次这样的经历对我来说也是珍贵的。与其断定不应该做，不如通过经验意识到不好，这么想来也还不错。
现在回想起来，我觉得这可能是我十几岁的时候才能拥有的一个幼稚的特权。但到2000年我就20岁了，到时候我肯定不会做出幼稚的事情，对吧？不，也许在“成年人”这一特权下，情况可能会更严重，那彷徨和笨拙的流浪。'')
其实我对20岁“成人”这个名字上的责任感到很有负担，如果我到了20岁又离家出走的话，那可能是因为我无法履行给我的责任，哇~很难。不管怎样，我认为一切依然是彷徨的延续，不是容易理解世界的时期，但是有另外的特权，我觉得很好。不怕失败，可以尽情地为工作和爱情疯狂的特权。
到了二十岁，有一定要尝试的事情，想专门学习音乐和表演，也要努力运动，想具备20多岁男性的身体。其中我最想做的是“爱情”，如果年轻时没有一次热烈爱情，那就不能说是好好享受青春了。如果有爱人呢？想一起去一场对讲机旅行，开车在枫叶飘落的高速公路上疾驰。
2023年有自己私下翻译过英文版的：
I ran away from home in high school because I didn't like everything around me. I didn't like my parents' overprotection and unreasonable school education, but I don't think the experience was necessarily bad. I think counting those experiences at least once was a valuable experience for me. Rather than deciding that it's something I shouldn't do, I learned it through experience. It's not bad to realize that it's not good. When I think about it now, I feel like it was a clumsy act I had in my teens, but I'll be turning 20 in 2000, so I guess I won't act immaturely by then, right? No, it might get worse under the privilege of being an adult. Wandering and clumsy travel ('')
Actually, I feel burdened by the word responsibility attached to the name of a 20-year-old 'adult'. If I run away from home again when I turn 20, it will probably be because I cannot fulfill the responsibilities given to me. Wow~ It's difficult. Anyway, I think that being limp is a series of wanderings, so it's not a time when you can easily understand the world. Still, I think it's good that being young has another privilege: the privilege of being able to go crazy with work and love without fear of failure.
There are things I really want to do when I turn 20. I want to study music or acting professionally, and I want to work hard to have the fitness of a man in his 20s. Among them, what I want to do the most is “love.” If you don't do it well, you can't say you've truly enjoyed your youth. What if you have someone you love? I want to go on a walkie-talkie trip together, and I want to drive down a highway with falling autumn leaves.
(2024/12/24 18:09:55) |
kirsch
