2025年May月
1314:32:38
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  不知道是不是昨天看Chrome Heart的牛仔裤和项链看多了,梦见自己穿了一件类似的哥特式摇滚风格的裙子,要去表演舞蹈。紧身的肉粉色连衣裙,裙摆短的只堪堪遮住大腿根,外层是那种蕾丝Teddy熊的embroidered 的薄纱,搭配一双黑色的小牛皮军靴,太美太昂贵了,要和另一位同节目的长得很像舒淇的搭档合穿,先是我穿,再到她穿。梦里的安排,我的表演是穿着这条裙子独舞,原本排练的很好,接下来是搭档要在浴缸里表演一段哑剧。
  可是临到上场,我怯场了,我说我的舞蹈就不跳了吧,搭档说那这条裙子就你自己穿吧。我有点不好意思的想这样的舞台装束太过隆重了,于是想去衣柜里翻一些日常的衣服来穿。结果焕城你在我身后提醒我说,左不过是一些焕城喜欢的样子,也挺适合日常穿的不信你看。我翻了半天,都是搭配你的橙色和粉色系的短衫,有同样蕾丝薄纱刺绣风格的橙色宽条纹露脐短衬衣、淡粉色橙色的丝质和纱混纺的T恤,一件又一件,搭配夏日的那种带铆钉和皮质镶嵌设计的牛仔短裤或短裙,你还是那个James Dean的黑皮衣白衬衫水洗蓝色牛仔板裤,并不是Chrome heart那种镶嵌繁复精美十字架的设计,我有些不好意思又得意的想,这两个22和33的风格真的挺搭调的,但居然不是一种风格。
  梦境的回忆到底戛然而止。
  
  二十二年。
  很多年前撒下的种子,如今长成了一片森林,像热带雨林的气候,一年四季无时无刻不在生长,激烈蓬勃地,忧郁躁动的、怜悯哀愁地,交织生长。也许能轻易找到入口,却难以随便寻觅出口。迷路了,森林会吃人,被甜蜜的吞没侵蚀,成为森林的胃里一颗细小的溃疡,又敏感又脆弱,因为它一边撕裂一边自愈。
  如果梦境算数的话,那个上大学三年级的男孩子,我见过他一次。笑。
  那也是这个森林的幻象,迷惑你甘甜甘愿地腐烂在这里。
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2025年May月
1311:1:29
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  下午梦见和你在同学聚会,大学或者是研究生同学聚会,和焕城哥哥多年不见,但还像昨天刚刚在一起那么亲切,我们聚在一起拍合影,你站在我的左边,穿着蓝色格子衬衫,年龄约莫只有三十多岁。你还是那么瘦那么聪明幽默。
  严格来说,我怎么也不算哥哥的同学吧,namu百科上说,你是檀国大学荣誉毕业,想起以前监狱也会办这样的仪式,就是给未满刑期去世的囚犯办出狱,希望他们走了就不需要回来了,虽然色彩完全相反,但和这个荣誉毕业有相近似的祈愿解脱和实现愿望的念力。
  广州和光州也是姊妹城市。
  而檀国大学和中山大学是从很早以前就每年交换学生的姊妹学校,那么我勉强能叫你一声师兄吧,金前辈也行,学长也行,吧。
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2025年May月
139:11:58
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  Pastel 1998-06
  
  用嘻哈风格装饰的《蒂凡尼的早餐》混音版继续Long-run!
  NRG
  您是如何将一首相当温柔的民谣歌曲改变成这样的呢? Remix《蒂凡尼的早餐》转型为金属嘻哈,让大家热血沸腾。带着硬朗的气质和帅气的外表,和重新点燃粉丝热情的N.R.G五位男孩一起踏上绿意盎然的五月之旅吧。
  
  “来聊聊《蒂凡尼的早餐》的remix吧!”
  李成真(以下简称成真):总体来说,我把抒情曲《蒂凡尼的早餐》重新混音成了金属嘻哈风格。将能够在混音中听到很多电吉他的声音。我特别喜欢强有力的前奏和舞蹈编排,而且我觉得最后大家一起打招呼的合唱部分也很好。就我个人而言,我对混音版《蒂凡尼的早餐》 大约有 90% 的满意度。
  文诚焄(以下简称诚焄):我想炫耀一下我的舞蹈。在前奏部分,它充满力量,而间奏和旋律部分则以轻松可爱的舞蹈为主。可以说,这是一个充满力量但又不让人感到束缚的舞蹈编排。
  鲁裕敏(以下简称裕敏):或许,说到Remix《蒂凡尼的早餐》的混音版,我负责的部分改动最多?首先, 删除了‘我是裕敏……’开头的旁白,用rap代替。 年轻人们有时会嘲笑我们,说道:“现在我们不必再听那些令人尴尬的叙述了。”
  千明勋 (以下简称明勋):4月14日,我们 在KMTV的《Show Music Tank》节目中首次播出了remix版《蒂凡尼的早餐》。那天我真的很紧张。我担心如果将民谣歌曲完全混音成舞曲,粉丝会做出负面反应!但幸运的是,粉丝的反应比预期的要好。所以现在也非常感谢粉丝们。
  金焕城(以下简称焕城):我最喜欢的是《蒂凡尼的早餐》remix时产生的beat。另外,请密切关注道具的服装和气氛风格的变化。 啊,最重要的是,通过混音《蒂凡尼的早餐》,我们能够更长久地留住粉丝!根据对混音版的反响,我们可能会继续宣传直到五月底(!)。
  
  “五月发生了什么和以后会发生什么!”
  成真:从4月20日开始就是期中考试期间。因为是第一次参加考试,所以有点担心,但是同学们给了我很大的帮助, 比如帮我抄笔记,所以我顺利通过了期中考试(!)。但仍然是考试啊~嗐
  当说到5月时,就会想到这一天,对吗?当然不是5月5日的儿童节,而是5月8日“父母节”。当我想到父母节时我还会想起一些事。虽然记不清是小学几年级了,但好像父母节那天给妈妈买了“母亲节”化妆品。小小年纪就能有这样的想法已经很了不起了,对吧?这个父母节,我想送给她一份更好的礼物,《蒂凡尼的早餐》混音版一定会赢得第一名,我会把它作为礼物送给我妈妈。
  诚焄:我记得5月15日是“教师节”,金宰英先生,我初中三年级的班主任。他是教技术课的最可怕的老师,但是毕业后我去见他的时候,发现他转到了别的学校。所以现在也不知道调到哪所学校,非常遗憾和抱歉。 不过老师您一定在电视上看到我唱歌了吧?
  这个父母节,我想告诉你们最重要的、最珍贵的礼物。它是什么?充满诚焄爱意的发自内心的礼物!我曾经不成熟,让父母失望,但现在我已经成为一个庄重的诚焄。
  裕敏:说到五月,我首先想到的就是“儿童节”!现在回想起那段时光,我还是感到很幸福。儿童节前一天,学校会发放礼物。儿童节那天,家人给我送礼物,甚至没有对我大喊大叫,真是太好了。我收到了很多礼物,尤其是玩具。其中我最喜欢汽车,每天玩 得乐此不疲。现在我们都长大了,是时候庆祝“父母节”而不是“儿童节”了。这个父母节,早上我会在妈妈的胸前放一朵花,送她一件漂亮的礼物,亲吻她的脸颊,说“我爱你”,但w可能只是在心里这样想想吧,不过我的父母比任何人都更了解我的心,不是吗?
  明勋:这个“儿童节”,我想去游乐园。当然,也可能 因为日程安排而只能一厢情愿的想想。不过在游乐园里一边玩, 一边回忆童年时光,不是挺好的吗?当然, 父母节那天你也应该送他们鲜花。那么,你的父母就会这么说:“平常也要尽心努力!
  焕城:一想到“儿童节”我就感到难过。 小学六年级以后就没人给我过“儿童节”了。我还是个孩子呢,对吧?
  
  “请你告诉我一点关于第二张专辑的事情满足我的好奇心吧!”
  成真:虽然重新混音了《蒂凡尼的早餐》,但这并不 意味着会放慢第二张专辑的制作速度。只要有时间我们就会不断接收歌曲并与成员们分享意见。与其说是具体的想法,不如说这只是分享交流彼此的意见。预计到5月底为止通过“梦想演唱会”等演唱会、 电视广播等宣传《蒂凡尼的早餐》remix版,第二张专辑将在7月左右完成。
  诚焄:目前我已经选出了大约30%的歌曲。不过既然还有空间,如果有其他更好的适合N.R.G. 的歌曲出现的话,可以修改当前选择。想在第二张专辑中精心融入非传统和新鲜的音乐流派。
  裕敏:我的包里总是有两样东西,一本日记,记录我每天的行程;一本歌词本,有空的时候就写。因为N.R.G成员们参与了第二张专辑的歌词创作,所以我们每天都在更加努力地练习。
  明勋:你可能会说我们太贪心或者现在还为时过早, 但我们计划自己创作第二张专辑中的所有歌曲的歌词。让我们开始吧。不仅如此,我们还参与歌曲的创作,包括创作说唱。在完成第一张专辑的预热(!)后,我 计划参与超过 30% 的N.R.G.音乐作曲。所以,当我想到第二张专辑时,我有时会失眠。
  焕城:将《蒂凡尼的早餐》重新混音成金属嘻哈音乐,我对此大约有 80% 满意。我个人很喜欢嘻哈, 所以我很想在第二张专辑里尝试一下黑帮嘻哈。强悍的嘻哈加上强劲的说唱,确实很有魅力。
  
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2025年May月
131:2:49
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  TT:哥哥,想起一个悖论,为什么苦情戏里的主人公们会如此相爱?大概是因为设定里不允许吧,各种不允许,让主人公们生死相许,如果有一天都允许了,会怎么样?
  焕城:会像我家养的傻孩子一样,被肚子疼醒了吃了药不睡觉,在这里很卡通的睁着圆圆的星光眼星光熠熠的对着星星发花痴。
  TT:大白天的哪里来的星星?
  焕城:(笑)我怎么知道我又不是星星…
  TT:(笑)你怎么知道?
  焕城:我怎么不知道?
  TT:因为你变成15.5了!
  焕城:比你还是多,你是14,哈哈哈,呀不要打星星,拿来仰望的不能打…
  
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2025年May月
1120:40:9
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  1999.11 Junior Magazine - NRG article (part 3)
  
  You slept on the bus, and when you woke up it was the last stop. What would you do if you had no money and there were no buses or subways running?
  Yoomin: I'd have to marathon to my house. If I spend the night running, my house'll show up someday.
  Hwansung: I'd have no choice but to start by walking, and if a car passes by I'd tell them my situation and hitch my way home.
  Sunghoon: I'd first get a taxi and ride home, then wake up my family and give the driver his money.
  What if a fan came up to you for your signature, but they get the signature of another member right next to you?
  Yoomin: Really, this happens more than you'd think. Once, someone approached me at a concert and told me to give something to someone else. It's very awkward whenever that happens, but I just have to pass it by.
  Hwansung: I think I'd just stand there with an awkward smile. I can't say anything to the fan or something, so I'd just have to stare in the distance.
  Sunghoon: I'd leave immediately if something as awkward as that happened. I can't stand being embarrassment.
  On a blind date, how would you deal with a person that you don't like but who likes you?
  Yoomin: I think I'd tell them I have to go since it's my birthday, then ride a cab and disappear.
  Hwansung: I won't give them a chance to talk to me, and run away after tell them I have another appointment.
  won't give them a chance to talk to me
  Sunghoon: If I don't like someone, I'll tell them I don't like them. I don't want to pretend I like someone even though I don't or avoid them by lying.
  What would you do if you woke up as a middle-aged man?
  Yoomin: I'd have to find the reason first. If I had wished to a vending machine like in the movie "Big", I'd find the machine and ask it to change me back to normal.
  Hwansung: I think I would be rather bewildered at first, but calm myself down and find a job. I need a job to eat and live, so I need to find one before anything else. Then, I'd think about all the other complicated aspects.
  Sunghoon: First, I'll convince my parents, who can't recognize me, that this is me somehow. Then I'd talk with them about what to do and live a new life.
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1120:39:37
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  1999.11 Junior Magazine - NRG article (part 2)
  
  New Radiancy Group
  An absurd interview looking into their sharpness and wits
  What if a woman mistook you for a pervert on the subway and hit you?
  Yoomin: I'll answer back with "You touched me first!"
  Hwansung: I'd get more angry at her, saying that she knew what she was doing. I think I'd be really mad if I got hit even though I didn't do anything.
  Sunghoon: I think like Hwansung, I'd get mad, too. Not all men are perverts, so it'd be really frustrating if she thought I was one.
  What if you rode the elevator with a woman, but a malfunction stuck you two alone?
  Yoomin: I'll comfort the woman first, and then find a way to escape.
  Hwansung: If she's older than me, I'll find a solution with her, and if she's Sunghoon: I'd need to find a way to get out. I think if I even just stare at her without reason, the girl will be scared.
  What if you were doing your business (?) in a swimming pool bathroom and were about to leave, but there was only one roll of toilet paper left?
  Yoomin: First off, I'd raise my swim trunks a little and leave. After making sure my skin and swimwear don't touch, I'll find toilet paper and finish my business (?).
  Hwansung: That could never happen to me. I always check if there's toilet paper before going if. If there isn't any, I never go in.
  Sunghoon: I could never just put on my pants and leave. I'd just sit and wait until someone comes.
  What if you fell for a woman from the back and followed her, but when you talked to her she was actually ugly?
  Yoomin: I'd say, "I thought you were someone I knew. Sorry", and leave quickly. You'd just get more embarrassed if you stand still for a long time.
  Hwansung: I'd do the same as Yoomin. I'll apologize for being mistaken and run away.
  Sunghoon: I'd pretend to ask for directions and disappear to where the person said like nothing had happened.
  What if a stranger hit you on the head pretending to know you?
  Yoomin: The hit would hurt, but if the person was bulky, I'd say "Ah, yes", and pretend to know them.
  Hwansung: I'd ask back, "Do you know me?", say I don't know them, and leave hastily.
  Sunghoon: I think I'd ask who they are and confirm with them if they were someone with no connection to me. If I don't know them, I'd just say sorry and leave
  What if you sang your best on stage, but when you finished the crowd was still?
  Yoomin: I think I'd be really caught off guard if this happened for real. I'd leave as fast as a bullet and shake off the awkwardness.
  Hwansung: I think the best thing to do would be to leave without saying anything. You can't say "please clap" to an emotionless audience.
  Sunghoon: I think the same way. If that happens, the best thing to do is to leave for the next singer. If you stay there, there's even a chance that you'll get booed.
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1119:44:22
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  JUNIOR 2000- FEB
  I Miss You - Sometimes I start missing you!
  
  Leafing through the pages of remembrance...
  NRG, who'd presented a masculine image with their title track "Face", now try to change their image with the mid-tempo follow-up "You! Me!". They've transformed themselves into young aristocrats with neat hairstyles and luxurious formal wear. We reveal their precious memories in this no-laughing-matter "bad boy report". Coverage: Im Jae-hyeon / Photography: Jo Won-jin
  
  Kim Hwansung
  The eardrum rupture incident
  Hwansung was born in Gwangju, South Jeolla on February 14, 1981, as the youngest child among one sister. In the 20 years he's lived, he's had many shocking things happen to him. Out of those, the most memorable incident to him is the time his eardrums split. He's gotten surgery and can now hear normally, but we almost couldn't have had the singer Kim Hwansung. Now, let's reveal the whole story. Hwansung's least favorite TV show is Korean Ghost Stories.
  Hwansung's hate for the show started when he was about 3 or 4 years old. He and his family were sitting in front of the TV, watching Korean Ghost Stories as usual. He might have been especially scared then, or a frightening ghost might have appeared, but young Hwansung was so surprised that, in a frenzy, his eardrums ruptured. His family turned upside down over their one and only son, and they sent him to the hospital to get a big surgery. Of course, since this was when he was young, Hwansung says he doesn't remember much. But when he imagines what happened, he thinks it must have been horrible.
  
  The youngest runaway (?)
  At first glance, Hwansung looks like a model student, but in fact he has himself a distinguished past (?). He ran away from home in his fifth grade of elementary school.
  Hwansung was a diligent student ever since he was young, and starting from 2nd grade he received private tutoring. But since he was spending time studying when one would usually play about, he realized he wanted to romp around like his friends. Eventually, his extra classes stressed him out so much that he decided to run away. Hwansung wanted most to visit an amusement park and enjoy the rides, so he gathered some money and aimlessly rode the rides. But it promptly got dark, and Hwansung realized he didn't have a place to sleep. After a while of hesitation, he called his mother and finally returned home after four hours. He says that he was quite immature thinking about it now, but that it was fun and not an entirely bad memory. Who knows—maybe Hwansung might be Korea's youngest runaway.
  
  Memories of his first love
  Hwansung first caught the love bug in 2nd grade. He first encountered his first love 11 years back from now. She was named Kim Pyoseon and had long, tied up hair and black eyes. Maybe because her name was quite unique, he still remembers it now. The girl, whose whole face including her eyes was round, was the president of Hwansung's class and even sat next to him in class. She completely stole Hwansung's heart, but Hwansung couldn't figure out how she felt about him. Then, one day, there was a test. Hwansung was struggling with a question when she helped him cheat. The two ended up being caught by the teacher, but through that incident Hwansung grew certain that she liked him. After that, Hwansung made many precious memories with her until she eventually left his life. Even now, his heart warms when he thinks of her.
  
  Moon Sunghoon
  His first exam
  Sunghoon was born on October 15, 1980 in California, as the middle child out of three brothers. Before he was born, his mom dreamt that she was on a trip—but inside her bag was not travel gear, but a stunningly beautiful gem. Soon after, Sunghoon was born.
  The first time he took a test after moving to Korea was in 3rd grade, but his Korean was so weak the letters on the paper merely seemed like pitch black ink. It was then that a student behind him explained the answers to every question, and so he ended up achieving a good grade. He says that if a chance comes where he can reunite with that student, he'd like to thank them.
  His day of humiliation
  Sunghoon was his school's vice president in elementary school. There was one day where all the students would gather in one room and have to talk. The day prior, Sunghoon had written down what he was going to say, prepared by memorizing and practicing his pronunciation, and then went to sleep.
  He might have practiced too hard—he slept in late, and rushing to school he forgot the paper on which he had written his speech. When he stepped on the platform, about to say his piece, his mind drew a blank. His peers laughed as his face reddened and the room fell silent; caught in a rough spot, Sunghoon ended up butting his head on the microphone while trying to introduce himself. The kids couldn't stop laughing, and that day became the most humiliating of his life.
  What happened on field day
  Sunghoon was was a major joker when he was young, to the point where he'd play until his body gave out. In his first year of middle school, he broke his legs while tightrope walking after the rope broke, and in his third year he had to wear a cast after breaking an arm in a car accident. On field day, there was a relay match between classes, and Sunghoon got picked as the first runner. Deciding he'd have to foul if only for his class, he grabbed the baton with his bandaged arm and outran the other class's students to first place. The moment he was supposed to hand the baton over, the baton fell from his hands, and Sunghoon's class ended up at last place. He says because of this he got into the class's bad books.
  
  Noh Yoomin
  A bloody fight with his brother?
  Yoomin was born on November 12, 1980, as the middle child among three boys. Before he was born, his mom dreamt that she saw tens of snakes piled up at a rock while hiking up a mountain; that was her conception dream.
  Yoomin grew up in a wild (?) environment, on account of only having brothers. Broken bones and nosebleeds from fighting twelve times a day with his younger brother were child's play. One time while having fun with his younger brother, Yoomin hit his brother because he wasn't listening to him. But on the sight of blood surging from his crying brother's mouth, he was caught off guard and hid in his room. Yoomin says that eventually, his dad found out he had broken his brother's tooth, which got him a massive scolding.
  The transfer student who sat next to him
  Yoomin's most memorable seatmate was a kid who transferred to his school in 6th grade. Holding the hand of the teacher as they sent off the day as usual was a pale-faced, wide-eyed kid of small stature. He couldn't help but be stunned at her pretty looks, so when the girl happened to sit next to Yoomin he mentally cheered "woo-hoo!". He says from that day on he spent more time looking in the mirror to look good for her. He was quiet and well-behaved and stood up for her if anyone was unkind, though he says it's a shame that they graduated without any outstanding incidents. But recently he met the girl again—she was as pretty and kind as ever, and for the few days he attended that class reunion his heart fluttered.
  I hate running the most!
  Yoomin's been the king of all kinds of things, but the one he's worked the hardest (?) on is "the king of tardiness". He says that once a week, he was on the verge of not going to school at all—you can imagine the situation from there. He was a celebrity amongst tardy students; if he was supposed to be at school by 8 o'clock, he would come in at 9. Usually when he was late, he had to run a few laps around the playground, but rest was given according to order of arrival, so he always ran alone until the very end. That was because Yoomin's least favorite activity was running. Whether it was a 100-meter run or a long run, he always came in last place, so as the athletic meet approached, he suffered from anguish. Fortunately, he was always the captain of the cheerleading squad, so he was able to regain the trust of his friends.
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  JUNIOR 2000年2月
  
  与NRG一起回忆往事!
  
  “鼓膜破裂事件”
  1982年2月14日,在全罗道光州出生的焕城作为1男1女中最小的孩子,活了20年,对他来说也有很多令人吃惊的事件。其中印象最深的就是鼓膜破裂的事件,虽然现在通过手术保持了正常人的听力,但歌手金焕城差点就不存在了。好了,现在开始公开整个故事。焕城最讨厌的节目是《传说中的故乡》,讨厌这个节目的契机就是,焕城在3、4岁左右时,与往常一样,和家人一起坐在电视机前看《传说的故乡》。但是不知是因为胆小,还是因为真的出现了可怕的鬼魂,小焕城被惊吓得发烧了,鼓膜破裂了。因为是独生儿子,所以全家简直天翻地覆了!焕城被送往医院接受大手术。因为是小时候发生的事,所以现在说没有什么记忆了,但是每次回想当时的事情就觉得很可怕。
  
  “最小的离家出走男孩(?)”
  乍一看是模范学生的焕城,其实也有着不为人知的“辉煌”过去(?)。焕城离家出走事件发生在小学五年级的时候。从小就很会学习的焕城,小学二年级的时候就开始接受家教辅导。然而,或许是因为在该跑跳玩闹的年纪接受了家教的缘故,他也想和同龄人一样跑跑跳跳地去玩,最终迫于家教的压力,他决定离家出走。焕城最想做的事就是去游乐园,玩遍所有的游乐设施。于是攒了钱去了游乐园,玩了好久的游乐设施。但很快,天色渐暗,他开始担忧没地方睡觉了,焕城犹豫了一会儿,最终给妈妈打了电话,结果发生了离家出走四个小时后又回到家的事件。现在回想起来,那是一段非常不成熟的回忆,但认为这并不是一段糟糕的回忆,因为这是一段有趣的记忆。我认为焕城可能是我国年龄最小的离家出走男孩。
  
  “初恋的回忆”
  小学二年级时遭遇初恋的焕城,11年前第一次遇见了自己的初恋(?)。这位有着长长的马尾辫和黑色眼睛的女孩名叫权标善。由于这个名字非常独特,焕城仍然清楚地记得它。那个脸圆圆的包括眼睛都是圆的女生,是焕城班上的班长。 而且,由于他们也是同桌,焕城彻底爱上了这位女孩。但没有办法知道标善的心。然后有一天参加考试,当他对不懂的题目感到困惑时,她帮助他作弊,最终两人都被老师发现并受到了惩罚,但焕城说,因为那件事,他确信她也喜欢他。
  从那以后,他和那位朋友一起有了许多共享的回忆,而焕城的初恋也悄无声息地来了又去。直到现在,当他想起那位朋友时,心里还是感到很温暖。
  
  
  文诚焄
  我第一次考试的那天
  诚焄 于 1980 年 10 月 15 日出生于美国加利福尼亚州,家中三个儿子中排行第二。据说在他出生前,有 一天他的母亲在梦中去旅行。但包里可不是什么普通的旅行用品, 而是一些令人眼花缭乱的宝石。
  
  译注:由于目前为止我无法获得这期杂志更多的页面,所以中文译文仅限于这两张图片的内容,包括诚焄故事起始的两句。但是网上有人将整期报道全部译为了英文(来源:https://www.tumgik.com/1004sface),但是没有图片,所以我无法校对成中文,此处把全英文的翻译搬运过来。
  这位作者还分享了另外两篇杂志报道,我会一起搬运过来。
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  今天早上有免费的早餐送给医生,所以领了两份你喜欢的汉堡三明治,现在准备写一写翻译作业就回家了。
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  金先生,我今天睡的不好,吃了安眠药也只是睡了两个多小时就醒了。我觉得其实没必要吧,我梦见被迫站在演讲台前面念一篇事先写好的稿子,这篇稿子内容只有一个,就是要我和听众宣誓,宣誓的内容是“会一直喜欢你。”你全程一直站在我后面,穿着黑色的长袖T恤,盯着着我把稿子乖乖念完,好像我会随时跑掉一样,然后这个演讲的情境反复重复了三遍!!!就是以为结束了,然后又重头来过,再次站在演讲台前念稿子:我会一直喜欢金先生然后列举条例和论证blahblah。这个梦境为什么这么疯癫?
  接下来更疯癫的情节是我在那里绘制什么图片作业,别人问我你去哪里了,我说不知道呢管他去哪里…然后你像那种3D全息投影一样忽然出现在我们的图纸上方,很“幽怨”的看着我,好像我做了什么违背诺言的事情,大家忙着解围,都说好啦好啦这不是在吗不要吵架啊…
  You do know that we are fighting, right? Why would you do this weird dream to me? And you took the elevator in front of my elevator just trying to avoid being in the same elevator with me? Am I that scary?
  Well I got two people asked me today if I believe in Gods..an Uber driver whose grandfather was a Chinese immigrant to Venezuela and he had been staying lonely in the U.S. for 7 years without any family; an alcoholic patient who was crying and calling me honey babe sugar sweetie yet feeling embarrassed to be sick…I will say, I don’t know. When I am doing well I guess it’s easier to say yes, but when things are not going to the right direction…then I don’t know. I told them that I don’t understand why God would like innocent people to suffer, from pain, psychologically or physically. I don’t know why God would give unconditional love to people who hurt others. I don’t think God picks sides, so why should I believe in anyone who is no different from the cold universe? They said you still have to trust in the good things, you still pick the good side you know…
  可能是我今天故意讲英语,所以莫名其妙的收到了两大篇完整的英文杂志翻译,就很…无语。
  我分享这些不是单纯因为喜欢你,更多的是为了善良的歌迷朋友们,不是因为你,如果是为你,其实根本没必要分享出去,我就自娱自乐不知道有多开心,还会怕虫子怕鬼怕病态吗?唉。
  Anyway, happy Mother’s Day! To your mom and to you, who is just like my psychological “Mom” for all these years.
  
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  CONCERT 1998-6
  
  EQ测试
  金焕城
  
  主题一:您充满自信吗?
  -当我在街上经过时,我总是会看看商店橱窗:无论发生什么事,我总是会看。
  -我经常想改变别人和我自己的命运:我经常想象这样的事情,例如,假使我变成徐太志会是什么样子。
  -当其他人比我更受关注时,我不会感觉那么糟糕:我感觉有点糟糕。
  -你觉得你的声音很酷吗?我拥有千人之声。
  
  主题二:我凡事都诚实吗?
  -我认为大多数人并不欣赏我的才华:我想是的。我相信我的才华,但并不总是感到自满。
  -人们只有在我强势的时候才会尊重我:完全不是那样的。哪怕我表现得并不强势,可能是基于对我的第一印象,好像也不会轻视我。
  -我不会轻易向他人敞开心扉,而一旦敞开心扉,就会是一辈子:我从一开始就是那种很容易敞开心扉的人。应该说很有感情吧?我以前也曾被骗过,尽管情况并不严重。所以现在我想保持头脑冷静。
  -我的心情受到天气的影响:我很情绪化,所以受天气影响很大。
  -当我生气时,我的脸上会表现出来:我不会表现得那么明显。
  
  主题三:一个人也能过得很好吗?
  -我认为一个人住也不会有什么不舒服,也不会无聊:我也可以单身。
  -当我决定某件事时,我一定要和谁商量再决定:我先做决定。采取行动之后再询问其他人。
  -比起多人聚会,我更喜欢单独约会:这取决于具体情况。和不喜欢的人见面,两个人就可以了,和喜欢的人聚在一起,人越多越好。
  
  主题四:我是乐观主者吗?
  -总是很累,无论做什么都不开心:以前不是这样的,现在好像是这样,还很经常。
  -有时候什么都不想说:想一个人呆着的时候,什么都不说。
  -对茫茫的未来感到不安:没错。虽然很不安,但相信只要努力就会取得成果。
  -到了约定时间,对方不来的时候,我会怎么想呢?觉得大概是堵车了,会晚点。而且无论心情多么受伤,都不会做记仇。但是,只能容忍一两次。
  -如果和令我心情愉悦的人坐在一起,感到时间不够用:是啊我的心像烟囱一样(译注:意指火热滚烫永远在往外冒热气),只是时间永远不够用,很遗憾。
  
  主题五:我离“谨慎”有多近呢?
  -有随心所欲地即兴说话的倾向:不是。但是曾经那样做过,为此后悔过很多次。
  -在餐厅排队等待,一起来的一行人中总是站在最前面:我好像总是先站在最前面。为什么?因为饿了...
  -选东西的时候,至少要逛2-3个地方才能满足,一件事不做完就不能做别的事:除了没有尺寸的情况以外,在一个地方解决所有的事情。
  -一件事不结束就不能做另一件事:(经过深思熟虑地)不是。
  
  结语:哎呀!对焕城来说是这样的!?
  “自信”:焕城走在街上总是看着商店橱窗,认为自己的拥有一千个人的声音,对自己的外表很满意。虽然 他羡慕别人比自己优秀,但他也有不断努力提升自己的一面。
  “诚实”:与人们第一印象中有点冷漠相反,焕城是一个非常深情真诚的人,很容易相信别人。因为对信任的人毫无怀疑地对待,所以很容易受到伤害。如果你仔细观察的话,焕城也是一个非常浪漫、非常多情的人!
  “独立”:自己的未来是自己的!比起依赖别人,对自己的意见有很深的信任,可以说独立心很强。
  “乐观主义”:焕城异常谨慎,想要表现得像个乐观主义者,但他认为问题的核心只有他才能解决。但其实只要你在乐观的道路上迈出一步,你就会看到可能性。
  “谨慎”:在选择衣服时,通常将所有需求都放在一家店解决的焕城喜欢立即检查他的工作成果。因此,同时解决多个任务时需要谨慎。
  
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  VIEW 1998-10
  
  秋天的童话,读者创作的虚拟爱情故事
  我的“创造爱情”,你不想当主角吗?
  
  如果能和N.R.G的成员恋爱那该有多幸福啊?如果我被邀请成为他们爱情故事的主角,我会多么高兴。也许我可以成为成真哥哥爱情剧的主角。或者说我就是裕敏哥哥心目中的理想型。光是想想就让我心跳加速, View 的读者们已经为 N.R.G. 的五名成员发来了他们自己虚拟爱情故事场景。很好奇是什么的内容吧,现在就揭晓,嘘!仔细听。
  
  (节选)奂成的爱情学入门 《秋日野菊花》
  作者:李妍淑(蔚珍女子高中二年级)
  
  当我还是个孩子的时候,我梦想着永恒的爱情。我渴望拥有像电影《泰坦尼克号》中的莱昂纳多·迪卡普里奥那样的命中注定的爱情。
  感觉我已经孤独了很长一段 时间了。这段时间一定是上帝赐予我的时间,让我为她的到来做好准备。
  她是一名自由摄影师。每当她背着相机包在田野里走来走去时,没有人能将目光从她身上移开。
  那是一个阳光明媚、微风习习的日子。我正在当地的花店挑选野菊花。那是我第一次见到她。
  她在路上停留了一会儿,对着花儿按下了快门。
  那个景象真的很梦幻,比花还美丽。
  我把本打算放在我房间里的一束野菊花送给了她,
  然后转身要走,就在那时她叫住了我 “不好意思....”
  我们计划很多天都去郊外一起工作,仅仅是帮助她工作就让我感到非常高兴。每一天都像一场梦。 但喜悦是短暂的。 谁也不知道如此大的不幸会降临到我们头上。
  她给我留下了非常短暂而强烈的记忆,然后又踏上了旅程,去往一个非常遥远、无法返回的地方。我曾经憧憬过一段以悲剧收场的爱情…现在想想都觉得好笑。有时我会去她离开我的那条河边,买一束她非常喜欢的野菊花。
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  CONCERT 1998年9月
  成功实现彻底转型!NRG!
  在漫画中找到 NRG!睁大你的眼睛!
  NRG,高能量的代名词,带着他们的第二张专辑回归我们身边。随着头发越来越长,他们开始了更加成熟的音乐之路。这张名为《RACE》的第二张专辑足以展现NRG特有的高能量的独特一面。他们以比漫画中更酷的主角身份回归。我们一起将他们与这些漫画中的人物联系起来吧!
  
  这里出于篇幅原因仅简要概括一下其余四位成员的漫画原型:成真是漫画《随心所欲》里的天才音乐家;明勋是漫画《Audition》里的乐队吉他手,国哲;裕敏的雷鬼脏辫造型是唯一不出自漫画的造型,但此处依然将其与《宝宝和我》漫画里的宝宝紧密联系着;诚焄是漫画《Audition》里的乐队贝斯手,达奉。
  
  (节选)寻找焕城!
  焕城第二张专辑的角色原型是漫画《Unplugged Boy》中的李乐(译注1)。由于这是一部以逼真的人物刻画而深受喜爱的漫画,因此李乐是一个众所周知容易认出的角色。焕城的头发看起来比李乐的稍长一些,在李乐的发型基础上加上发带束发的话,就是焕城的样子。虽然表面上看他是众人公认的叛逆者,但实际上是一个拥有热心肠和人道主义的正义之士,这也是焕城平时羡慕的角色性格。焕城喜欢看的漫画大多是纯情漫画。《为了人鱼公主》中的徐志源(译注2)和《校园蓝调》中的泰森(译注3)都是他倾慕的卡通人物。 不管怎样,他们叛逆冲动的性格令人印象深刻,但这样的外表是否适合焕城,则由读者来判断….我认为《灌篮高手》中天真迷人的蔡素妍(译注4)和这个叛逆的角色很登对。
  
  译注1: 《Unplugged Boy》李乐。1996出版的韩国纯情漫画,女作家千桂永的作品。李乐在书中被设定为女主角的同班同学。打架、抽烟、喝酒…被打上不良少年标签。因为童年家庭经历不幸、而且他总是不太说话,所以被认为不良,但其实并不是坏脾气,也绝对不会随便和其他孩子吵架或欺负他们,反而经常帮助朋友出面。故事结局里跟随亲生母亲去了美国,最后是“好像在抽烟,和黑人或白人流氓混在一起。”
  
  译注2: 《为了人鱼公主》徐志源。90年代席卷韩国纯情漫画界的经典作品,女作家李美娜的系列漫画。徐志源在书中是高三学生,为校内不良少年暴力帮派的头目,拥有天使般的外表并保持了全校前10名以内的成绩。据说以前是班长在毕业典礼上担任学生代表的模范青少年,但从某个瞬间开始黑化,变成了现在的不良学生。喜欢用口哨对着女主角吹“solveig's song”的旋律。女主角虽然以为自己忘不了初恋,但一直和这个角色纠缠在一起…
  
  译注3: 《校园蓝调》,并非是纯情漫画,恰恰相反,其实是一部日本少年暴力漫画,很多别名《铁拳之道BLUES》《铁拳对钢拳》《Rokudenashi Blues》,韩国也译为《Viva Blues》,作者森田真法,是《北斗神拳》的原作者的助手出身,所以可以想象一下这部漫画的风格基调。作品特点在于一种自相矛盾的“暴力也要讲礼貌守原则”,并且秉承和九十年代香港流行的《古惑仔》系列相似的“街头流氓有信义”的逻辑和价值观,曾被指引导爆发了1997年首尔当地少年帮派群发暴力事件,并成为推动青少年保护法立法的契机。
  
  译注4: 韩国版《灌篮高手》中的赤木晴子
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  PHOTOMUSIC 1998年8月刊
  
  与NRG短暂离别后的小型演唱会
  
  7月12日,NRG为粉丝们准备了一个小型舞台。当第二张专辑的录制如火如荼地进行时,他们比任何人都想更快地与粉丝们分享新歌。但对于因为歌曲没有完成而感到心急和抱歉的他们,粉丝们回报了热烈的掌声。我们记录了NRG和粉丝们融为一体的那一天的景象,一想到先给粉丝们展示了新歌就感到很开心。
  “先到先得,10000万人集合吧!”周日上午,粉丝们从早上开始就聚集到果川市民会馆,现场热闹非凡。活动于下午3点开始,但几个小时前就聚集起来的粉丝们的热情令人惊叹! NRG 的五名成员以混音版《蒂凡尼的早餐》的亮相了!他们一出现,尖叫声便从四面八方传来。看到哥哥们帅气变身的脸庞,我们都很惊讶,但是可爱的代名词鲁裕敏却以雷鬼风格让我们惊慌失措。文诚焄和金焕城把齐肩长发或扎起来,或用头带自然束起,看起来非常漂亮。李成真和千明勋也太帅了,独自一个人看他们表演就太可惜了…简直无法想象。
  “虽然只过了一个月,但感觉却已经过去很久了。请稍等片刻, 等待第二张专辑。”NRG用问候表达了他们的感受。 NRG 也满足了远道而来的粉丝们的愿望。
  首先,成真向一位自己的粉丝问道:“你的愿望是什么?”当被询问时,她说希望成真哥哥在她的传呼机上录制一段问候语、并将最珍贵的物品送给她。
  “你是不是太贪心了?”随后,李成真当场用手机在粉丝的传呼机上留下了问候,并赠送了一张自己的签名 照片。千明勋最初对一位粉丝要求拥抱他一次感到吃惊,但他依然充满爱意地拥抱了她,让粉丝们嫉妒不已。文诚焄向想要他随身物品的粉丝赠送了包包,鲁裕敏则赠送了钱包和手帕等礼物,让其他粉丝都羡慕哭了。金焕城是一位善良的NRG成员,他满足了粉丝希望和戴着戒指的他握手的愿望。
  这次舞台是粉丝见面会同时也是新歌发布会,只是NRG说很抱歉、专辑还没有正式完成,还有更多好歌,请稍等片刻。当被问到 “要怎样回报粉丝们的爱?”时,大家异口同声的表示在舞台上尽心尽力展现出最好的自己,直言不讷地说,除了成为不让粉丝们失望的NRG,没有别的办法。看来我们可以期待NRG新一轮的反叛起义了!!
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  ILOVESTAR 1998-9
  
  左标题:金焕城
  金焕城也与其他成员一样,展现出了自己新的一面。他把长发染了色,剪短了,戴上了造型师为他制作的发箍。喜欢弹簧状发箍的金焕城表示,第二张专辑的发型的重点是发箍。
  
  停止首张专辑活动最遗憾的事情是什么?
  “很遗憾,我在第一张专辑中不能唱太多的说唱,因为它主要以声乐为主。”
  
  在准备第二张专辑的时候,你是否弥补了遗憾的地方?
  “我之前很遗憾不能做很多说唱,所以最终在第二张专辑中说唱了。”请仔细聆听 《使者》,然后你就能听到焕城迷人的声音。
  
  对比一下发行首张专辑和带着第二张专辑回归时你感觉如何?
  “现在我已经发行了第二张专辑,我不再觉得自己是一个新人歌手了。当我们制作第一张专辑时,我们都是新人,所以我们经常会忽略小错误,但我认为第二张专辑不会是这样,不过也有担心它是否会成功的不安感,它应该会比第一张专辑得到更好的反响吧…”
  
  我想你可能没有太多自己的个人时间,因为你的第二张专辑回归发行得太快了, 但是有没有什么最有趣的事情或者你特别为自己做过的事情呢?
  “我的私人时间确实很少。我的日常生活就是在录音室、练习室和家里。”
  
  准备第二张专辑的过程与制作首张专辑的过程有何不同?
  “首先,我感觉比录制首张专辑时更舒服、更放松,但同时也感到有压力。但我认为这会成功,由于你努力了,结果应该会很好。”
  
  准备第二张专辑时发生的一件非常特别的事
  “因为是在短时间内准备的专辑,所以我把全部精力都投入到录制中,所以没有什么特别的。但我睡不饱,所以我想多睡一会儿。”
  
  一些你在第一张专辑宣传期间没能做到,但在第二张专辑宣传期间绝对想做的事情
  “我想在音乐排名节目中获得第一名,并获得年终新人奖和歌手奖”
  
  想在第二张专辑里向大家展示这个面貌。
  “我想展现比第一张专辑更好的一面,不仅在音乐上,而且在各个方面都更加成熟。”
  
  右标题:N.R.G的蜕变很纯真,第二张专辑就这样改变了!
  N.R.G 凭借《我可以》向音乐界发起挑战,并凭借《蒂凡尼的早餐》结束第一辑活动两个月后重返巅峰。8月2日通过《SBS人气歌谣》 回归的N.R.G第二张专辑的主标题是《RACE》。正如主标题所示,N.R.G 第二张专辑的最终目标是征服顶峰。 N.R.G的转变可以一言以蔽之:变得更有少女感和美丽了(?)。但你不应该只通过看他们的外表来判断他们的第二张专辑。第二张专辑的主打歌《Making Love》是一首类似于第一张专辑的《I Can Do It》的高能量歌曲,节奏快,音效强劲,编舞更加强劲精巧。 《Making Love》是一首与 《Messenger》竞争的歌曲,因为其歌词描述了爱上一个不认识他的女人并保护她的故事,而被选为主打歌。主打歌《Making Love》是 经过3000多名N.R.G粉丝齐聚一堂的严格评审和监控后选出的。
  获得主打歌提名的《Messenger》是一首可以听到N.R.G.全部五名成员说唱的Funky嘻哈风格歌曲。此外,该专辑收录了包括《FLIGHT NO.817》、《DREAM》、《Hey Ya》等10首歌曲。 《DREAM》是一首以电子小提琴独特的旋律演奏的宁静抒情曲,《DREAM》 以充满希望的歌词传达了强烈的信息。这是一首完美贴合当前社会现实的抒情歌曲,歌词中写道“虽然现实很艰难,但让我们带着希望生活吧”。音乐上更加成熟的这张第二张专辑,收录了包括第一张专辑的High Energy、Funky Metal、Hip Hop、Ballad等多种风格。参与第二张专辑的音乐人有《我可以》作词作曲的李勇民,以及EOS的李政勋、申东浩、申明浩等,李尚俊担任总制作人。“我们的第二张专辑有什么特点? 听过之后就会发现,比第一张成熟多了。而且,第一张专辑整体氛围比较明亮,但第二张专辑里也有一些比较重口味的歌曲,所以可以说专辑的整体平衡性更好了。Intro之后的《Messenger》是比较激进的(?), 是黑帮金属嘻哈。”第二张专辑的舞蹈编排以第一张专辑中磨练的体操为基础,并以爵士风格呈现难度更高的舞蹈。服装很严肃(作为参考, 据说专辑封面是符合概念的赛博式服装)
  “我希望大家听了N.R.G的第二张专辑,觉得它真的很棒。我也希望得到这样的认可,并且一定能拿到第一名。”
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蛙蛙:哈喽呀
豚豚,你好久都不出现呀!!常来报告!我们要享受来这里分享成长经历的权利!和他一直说啊说,说着说着就通了。只有这里的会留住,其他的,博客啊,签名啊,都会随着时间而变,随着心情而删除。
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蛙蛙:我们是这样想念你的
她说话带着酒气,像隐忍了很久,哭着爆发,说想你
  我从睡意中醒来,久久沉默
  
  我们相距太远,不能知道是在哪个角落里躲着哭泣,会不会冷
  
  我一直固执得觉得,我们带着你成长,是要活得更漂亮,我们不可能不想你
  
  新的一年,我们继续心意相通的生活吧,漂漂亮亮的
  
  
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□蕾蕾:留言(2022/6/7 8:56:29)
焕城也许我内心深处还是那个会扯着你衣服哭的人,怎么都不肯放手的人,被你用冰淇淋骗在街角卖掉的小孩,现在自以为强大自以为不需要任何人,但是你比我还要了解我自己,二十多年紧紧跟随的情感,从青丝到白发,从翩翩少年到庸碌中年,这是无可逃脱的羁绊,哪怕这只有我单方面写就无词情歌,演一场独角戏。
  胎教真的不好看见怪人坏事,还是梦见焕城舅舅比较开心。

□蕾蕾:留言(2021/3/13 5:26:52)
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  我也不知道为什么最近你要来见我,我过得不好,当年一心一意和你在一起发誓不结婚,记得想要某只很特别小兔子就在地上忽然捡到一模一样的一只兔子玩具,记得想要一只猫门口就来了一只猫,记得很多其它的事情,不能够忘记的事情,但我确信自某个时候起,我和你确实已经分开了,这是后来我平心静气的做了十几年守墓人在这里和你无所顾忌写字的原因,我相信我们已经不是原来那样还会生气会经历情绪起伏会痛哭流涕的时候了,因为我也不再是医学院里那个痴痴狂狂的着了魔一样的人了,我嫁给了你觉得会让我无法忘记你的人。
  也不关性别,深爱的时候人就是会忽喜忽悲的,魂不守舍的,但我已经不是那样了,你知道的,这个地方很荒芜很平静,十几年前热爱你的文字也全都留着,但愿彼此珍念。《心动》里小柔问浩君,你怎么不找我?浩君只是无奈的笑。
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□蕾蕾:留言(2020/9/3 11:25:23)
你来不及老去就与我们分别,停留在时间的上游,不经历长河的沙砾磨蚀,少年的容颜将永不老去。
  前天夜里听管弦乐版的《甘心替代你》,又看见与你在夜海岸上燃放焰火的梦境,感觉心脏收紧仿佛你近在眼前,穿海蓝色恤衫和松垮板裤,瘦长的右手臂上有淡红色的胎记,长发发梢带着金色、发根长出黑色,焰火映照你带着笑涡的脸,你不说话,你在梦里若和我正面相逢从不说话。
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□蕾蕾:留言(2019/5/21 14:59:27)
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